where were u wen i tried not to break down? where were you wen i was alone and needed you so bad? did ot occur to you that you were all that was in my mind day and night? that i woudnt be what i am now if i hadnt met you? you gave me such good times ..the best...and you gave me the worst...and till now, incomparable. you showed me so much, you gave me so much, and you also took away as much. you filled me and yet you drained me. what are you???
how could you have done all that? what was it that drove you to do everything you did? to be everything that you were? the good and the bad? there was one thing consistent though. whatever you did, good or bad, you still surprised me, you still made me wonder at the person that you were. i dnt know what you are now. its been a while. what have you become? are you the same? have you changed? do you regret what you did as much as i regret what i did? what is your life like? are you happy? are u satisfied? are u unhappy or are u just plainly accepting what you have? i ask because ive come to realize how much appearances can decieve.
i hope your appearance doesnt deceive me because i truly wish for the best for you. things have changed. everything that i knew to be is now not the same. i hope it is the same for you...but positively so. i hope you have the best. i hope you know that everythng happens for a reason. i hope you get what you want. i hope you never make the same mistakes. i hope you take the right path. i see you've become even more of an amazing person. and im happy. im proud of you. you always were an amazing person. you never saw it in yourself. i hope you see it now. if you dont, i sincerely pray that everybody around you tells you how amazing you are. but please always remember those gud times. you cant deny that they were amazing. it might never come back, but it was worth everything. i hope you know that.
and this? this is nothing. just something i hope you'll know someday.
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